Complete Existence

I'm with you now. 

Writing on your hand my vows & promises

Asking the Lord to keep the promise. 

So smile, I never knew Love 

except you, my Love.

All the day, I walk on the streets 

Lost, humiliated & counting the minutes

I cannot find myself, so 

I become my fathers daughter

Surviving, to meet you.

Then the night arrives 

& the hurricane in my life subsides 

Then I win back myself 

When I see you, while a tufts of your hair 

is covering some of your face

Oh my existence & the only evidence of my remain.

Your smile builds back my whole entity 

which was demolished in the daytime. 

To write on your hand promises 

that I wont ever fulfill, but my existence    

in you, makes me promise 

ShadiatiQue © 2010-2013

 

The Ultimate Dress Sacrifice

While I walk around myself 

To give others a false impression, 

about me, such as 

"I have control on things in my life" 

As I do 

Every night I wake up scared 

Collapsed, intolerant of something 

Or excited about some fool 

Enclosed and Silent, 

Whose opinion is important to me. 

As he will do 

Almost take me in puzzled 

into moments of Disorientation and Confusion 

Like reaching to the final act of my opera 

but where is the convention. 

My friend I care about your opinion 

Choose for me the most beautiful color 

of these dresses - Red or Blue? 

The color of blood? and courage? 

Or The color of nature? and home? 

If I ask you 

To make the ultimate sacrifice 

for me, or be fearless, Intrepid 

Always be brave and ready to fight 

What if I take your sword 

Would you also leave me your shield.

For the sake of the old houses 

Shields are made to protect me from suffering 

But you, Ah, you are RED 

And I'm Blue No blood can stain the heaven 

and I will yet be tolerated with your opinion.

©2010

My New

Here, my heart served to you 

Take me with all your waverings

As one of your belongings. 

I'm ready.

I hold you back

yet you waited for me to realize

I'm yours.

You are my new identity

The new me I was looking for

Your eyes and lips as soft as mine

I would never hide our kisses

Let them see us hold hands

You are what matters. 

Let me take the lead, sometimes. 

Let us kiss and touch 

ShadiatiQue © 2010-2013